Help Me Please!!

Help me!

God, please help!

These memories torment and haunt me;

Such pain and horror surrounding,

Lurking in every side of my heart.

I can't seem to cast aside these thoughts away

and it's ripping everything in me apart.

It hurts so much!

Why can't I just break free?

It's like a poison coursing inside me,

A venom running through my veins,

Burning and wreaking havoc within

And leaving nothing but blackened pain.

Just lift these binding chains upon my hands

So that I might be able to touch once again;

Piece back the shattered parts on the ground

Of whatever heart inside me that remains.

This damned prison that forever traps me,

This forsaken darkness so I cannot see,

These breathless lungs drowning in the black sea

That lay before my spirit as I fall from your grace

Are all from this oblivion that has befallen my soul.

God, lift me up from this darkness!

It's killing me,

Torturing everything inside me!

Stop this bleeding heart,

Heal these wounds within.

Damn, this hurts so much!

I can't take it anymore!

I'm trying so hard

To make and change things;

To turn these ashes into the flames they once were,

To remedy whatever it is that I've done wrong.

But I can't seem to make you smile any longer

And I'm the monster in the mirror.

It hurts so much!

Take it away, I can't do this anymore! .